packing again

my desk lar >.< so empty now...
haha...finally finished packing...
today is my last day in IH... but my sister will not be coming back tonight...
wOoOooOo....a bit sad...she has to work until tmr afternoon...
i will be having my last dinner with claire,tammy they all... maybe the pancakes house...
its quite difficult to decide... everyone said up to me lar...but some ppl dun like jap food some dun like korean food some dun wan to have thai food...so i am stuck at the spot...
haix...its for my farewell...yet there are so many disagreement...cos i think some of them also not very close with each other...juz for the sake of me...they are like forced to go lor...
i also dunno what to do... Think hard hard~ maybe pancakes house?
that's the most convenient and i think everyone will agree to go de...

i was reading ah pin pin's blog juz now... she was totally lost...i understand how she feels....
cos once i felt the same too...i was really really down... i dunno why i have to act strong in front of ppl while i am not...supposed i cried in fornt of them...
what will happen? i really dunno and i dun wanna try...
i just wan to be myself...is it that difficlut? but now everything is fine...
its pointless to think so far...cos u never know what will happen next...
and u still have to carry on with ur life...we are juz lack of experiences like others do...
sometimes in our life...we need someone to console you...to care for you...
everything is bearable when you're surrounded by love;every problem is solvabe and even though life can still be incredibly painful you never feel cold and alone...
cos i will be there for u...

anyway...dun tok about saddening things le...one more day...argh...i will be flying to s'pore...really really cant wait...hee...i suddenly feel like eating satay bee hoon at the central hawker center...ummm...

finally my best fren xiaoyan has a blog too(actually is ah pin pin asked her to join de...) hee...so that we can know most of the happening of our besties ...

i was so bored...and was watching the lastest anime "Rain & Tears" from the taiwanese website http://www.kokoro.com.tw/ ...recommended by grace~